If not reciprocity, then what... adventure? Part 1

So where will I take this next adventure and when?  I can hold my own for a bit, I'm sure.  Hell, I've done it this long, why not a while longer?  My adventurous side is banging on the walls, wanting out to play anyway.

I feel a little tired after spilling my guts on Where Fireflies Dream, so I'm left a little thin on my visit here.  Yet, I still feel something tugging inside to be set free, just the same.  What the hell is it, I wonder?

Maybe I should watch a movie and forget my own thoughts for awhile, last night's fiasco included.  I would have rather called someone and talked last night, rather than surfed the web on my phone in the dark... but who?  Oh well.

I need to go outside for a few, put this dying laptop on a charger and let go for a little while.

Where the hell is my phone?

Midnight, Music, Musings Part 2

Part 1 is on my Where Fireflies Dreams blog, in case you're wondering...

12:13am. Not sleeping. Headphones on. Music playing.  Restless.  Not quite sure what I will say from one minute to the next, to tell you the truth.  Welcoming the wonder in my life and watch what happens. 

I'm no longer putting the boundaries around anything anymore. The rules don't apply anymore. The rules suck and only benefit some while harming others.

I am reconnecting with those things that lift me, that fill me, sustain me. I feel what it is I need in my life.  Why wouldn't I want to allow that in and be carried away with something so powerful?

I can totally get into this journey.  It will be baby steps..but they're still steps. And I will take them one by one until I'm running....