No Thoughts

What am I to make of this?  I know I'm really feeling sick today, very very sick.  Nausea has taken over out of the blue and I'm not exactly sure why.  It's not the Prednisone, because I take that with a meal, and it's not the Imuran, because I also make very sure I take that with a meal AND take it at night.  So what's the deal with my being this damn sick all of a sudden?

Okay, so it can't be the AIH, because I'm on treatment for that.  This is another problem rearing its ugly head, I can tell.  Alarms are sounding inside telling me that something isn't right with this.  The horrendous lower back pain that began a week or so ago is getting worse, MUCH worse, and I can't seem to get a handle on it at all.  This was an issue when I was anemic, so maybe that's returned due to the bleeding GI tract.  Yeah, so that was gross to mention.

But my mind is tired today as well.  I can't think straight, and it makes me exhausted trying to think at all.  Yet, here I am typing away in my blogs.  I guess I'm just making a valiant attempt at normalcy.... whatever the hell that is.

... ugh.